Judging by the words I scribble 

I’m found somewhere among the middle 

Dashed to what this world sold as cool

Glanced into the mirror and captured a fool

Damn I’m squandered lost

Indebted by what happiness cost

Funded a mirage

A searing sunlight collage

Im desperate to cover these walls as they just keep squawking 

Exasperated by the numb talking

Bullets volleyed in a mind 

And the first round bell just chimed