All we have are the memories and pain
Nothing left to gain
That king size bed
Where I lay and wish me dead
Demons in my head
We said we’d be in love forever
But forever must have arrived yesterday
Changed like the weather
I thought you’d be the one to stay
Your no friend to me
Lover enemy
Our skeletons tore us apart
Damned from the start
Another damned morning chasing tail lights
Dreams are always just within the sights
All the dotted painted lines that I’ve passed
Like laughing specks from the past
Every door opened turned to be charred
With the fire at your back it gets damn hard
Sometimes I fail to see
I should be so proud of me
Even though I may not sleep in bed tonight
It’s all gonna be alright
This is me
There’s a lot behind these eyes you don’t see
I can’t help but smile
Putting these demons on trial
And this is what you see
This is me
If you really knew his story It’s looking gorey
Knew the abuse
The moments he feels he has no use
He looks to the day he gets the mail
And sees his father died in a cell
Why the fuck do I have this name
Is it a reminders game
All he has ever had walked away
That’s why he can’t stay
Pain can still find more hurt
Treated like dirt
He is self powered self made
Now he is making the grade
Days have come of six figures
Brains still pulling triggers
Just hoping to live for the day
That he can wave at the demons as they go Away
I hope that you never really feel alone
Even when your time takes more of a somber tone
Even when the world shatters your dreams
It aint always what it seems
You have always had wings worth flying
Always had a path worth trying
Rest your pretty little weary mind
And you might find
Its all going to be fine
Beyond a slow painted sunset
The sleepy burned out sun merely retires
The best is unspoken yet
Your begging…pleading body
Captures and surrounds me
Intoxicating scent consuming my senses
Oh wildly passionate
Exhilaratingly free
On to your being my beating heart clutches
I fall into you
Granting our trembling body’s collapse
Energy as wildfire
Raging with every brain snap synapse
With my lips on your porcelain olive skin
I breathe you dangerously in
You close your brown eyes and heavy breaths slow longer
Leaving every desire to love you stronger
Breathtaking gasping
We are everlasting
Bitch you had me
Had your shot
You set me free
Self made I’m all I got
You missed
Right now
Your bank couldn’t even pay for what’s on my wrist
Throw in the towel
I live to be your biggest regret
Life’s got a funny way of putting us in check
You wish we never met
And for me your just a speck
Life’s little blemish
You should have let me finish
Eyes closed tight
Tension in the arch of your back
Passionate love attack
Hips I trace
Scratches left glowing red
The explosions of fireworks lost in a bed
Clutching nails scrape
The cold metal of the hand cuffs around your wrists
The knots in the ropes we tie
You crave it fast
Rough
Clutching on hair as I look you in the eye
The sticky steam in the air
Oh I swear
Who knew in a life so set on complicated?
Through broken, bright blue eyes the world is so gray and jaded
Not yet snapped, cracked, broken; but blissfully bent
Oh so much time wasted
Like sands through an hourglass energy has fallen spent
With our beating hearts apart
Issues worldly surmount
Fatefully joined together we share a different joyous account
Each slow fingertip touch is healing to the soul
Within your embracing arms my half world has been made whole
Finding it nearly impossible to leave your side
The one safe haven love longs to forever reside
To find solace in your outstretched arms i would run barefoot broken for miles
Only stopping the kisses to glimpse at melting smiles
The way your face lights up and the curve of your lips begins to raise
I know I have found my sanctuary for better days
The Drunk Poet 